Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Paul & I

I am a "B" movie version of Paul the Apostle. Maybe a straight-to-the-dollar-theater version. Maybe a token RedBox throwaway. However, he, more like any other man in the Bible, do I relate to most. I fully expect to have a "thorn in my flesh." Don't know what I'm referring to? Check out 2 Corinthians 12: 5-10.

What if I posted that I won the lotto yesterday? How fast would my inbox and cell phone have blown up with "congratulations" and "can I borrow some...?" I didn't want this position for my own personal praise. I knew taking on this role would bring on mixed feelings and hard times.

I don't mind the insults. I will turn the other cheek to give you a second shot.

I don't mind the accusations that I'm not worthy of this position. God called me to do it and too bad He didn't stop to ask you for permission.

I don't mind anything negative that anyone says. It's expected. Look where I came from. Look at my history. Funny that this same "history" should be testament enough that God must've had a hand in my direction, because I was spinning in circles.

My wife, April, supports me. My children support me. They are my launching pad into the great unknown as I try to spread God's word whenever and however He wants me to.


"How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can anyone preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!" - Romans 10: 14-15

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Monday, August 29, 2011

Pastor Brennan?

Today I was given new purpose. My direction has been towards God and His Son Jesus Christ for a little bit of time now, but today, that arrow has been sharpened. Today, I was ordained as a minister. That's right, Pastor Brennan McMahon, at His - and your - service. (Side note: Pastoring doesn't always mean preaching from the pulpit. For the time, I intend to use my office to further grow our homeless ministry A Couple Bucks & a Bible, and to help others along the way with my co-Pastor wife. Of course, whatever God calls me to do with this new title is what I'll ultimately do.)

Funny thing, ordination. Ask me three years ago if I'd ever be a pastor and the words would have lost most meaning before all the letters left your lips. No one saw this coming....except April. She saw early on in our relationship that God had bigger plans for me. Plans I thought were not just impossible, but somewhat funny given my worldy past. And tap those brakes, I wasn't a devil or anything, but. my past was materialistic, meaningless, lazy, blasphemous, sinful...unfortunately, normal.

That's right. I was like society wanted me to be. Lost. Tired. Alone. In need of it. "It" being society. "It" being Satan and his goons. "It" should've been Jesus and I should've been kickin' it with Him from the jump, but that ship has sailed, but thank God, another boat just pulled up to the dock!

Well, here I am, just got my confirmation that I was ordained as an independent minister.  I remember saying on this blog that it'd never be about religion. That didn't last. I remember saying I'd never be a pastor. So much for that.

No matter what YOU have planned, GOD has a better one for you. A better job. Better benefits. Better life insurance.

God Bless from the newest Pastor you know!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Notes - The Book of Genesis

These are my personal notes after reading the book of Genesis. Be sure to check out the external link at the bottom to find out more about something not necessarily mentioned in this chapter, but usually on many people’s minds. But, read my stuff first!

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GENESIS
Author: Moses, written 1450-1410 B.C.
Genesis time period: Creation (undated) - 1805 B.C.

Where was the light on Day 1- 3? God created earth’s sun and moon on the 4th day.

Can God, or the Holy Spirit, emit pure light?

Jesus was at the beginning of creation as God’s son, a physical representation of what we humans were to be modeled after on the 6th day. So, Jesus was there, perhaps in the exact form that the Twelve Disciples and thousands of others saw him in years later as he grew up and began to preach Salvation to the world. So, if this is the case, is Jesus technically the first human? Or is it more like when a manufacturer will make a prototype out of expensive materials to show investors, but then when it comes time to mass produce, the product is made of some other, less costly pieces? The product is still a modern marvel, but never as good as the original.

The fall of angels, of Satan and 1/3 of heaven, happened either during the early creation of Eden, or before. Either way, it happened before the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, because its name implies there is such a thing as “evil.”

“Doing evil.” Shorten those two words to read “d-evil.”

Being tempted is not a sin. We have not sinned until we give in to temptation.

Temptation can come in the form of thoughts. If these thoughts are quickly discarded, or run from, then we have not sinned. It is when we dwell on, or act out, the thoughts and temptations that is becomes sin. Paul tells us to run from the things that produce evil thoughts.

A guilty conscience is God’s warning bell that we’ve done something wrong and need to ask for His forgiveness.

How long did Cain and Abel live, how many offspring must they have had, before Abel was killed? Because Cain pleads with God not to cast him out as a homeless wonderer because he is afraid someone will kill him? What “someone?” His sons? His grandkids? Certainly not his father, Adam, or his mother, Eve. Other brothers and sisters of his? Did Abel have no children, ergo, no personal lineage?

Adam and Eve had a multitude of children. They were charged with filling the earth with them. Cain must    have feared other brothers and sisters, or their children, would seek revenge for him killing Abel.

The only odd thing is that Eve is overjoyed with the birth of Seth, whom she assumes was granted to her by God to replace Abel. This implies that 1) Eve had no other children, at least other boys; or 2) that none of them was capable, or good enough, to replace Abel until Seth arrived; or 3) Seth was the next born son after Abel was killed.

It appears Abel never had children of his own.

People lived to upwards of 900 years near the beginning. These lengths of time are contributed to either actually meaning family dynasties lasting that long, not an individual, or that it was literally how long the person lived, citing no cosmic radiation from the absence of rain and sunlight reflection that causes rapid aging, coupled with the notion that God allowed them to live longer to allow for more procreation.

Enoch was “taken” to be with God. If he was literally taken, human body and all, that would mean there are two physical people in Heaven, Enoch and Jesus.

The word “taken” sparks to mind the idea of alien abduction. Did anyone see Enoch get taken? I wonder what their scene descriptions would be if they did. At this point in my studies - which is novice, at best - I am toying with the idea that aliens are more likely demons, maybe sometimes angels, rather than little green men from Mars. Cave drawings and ancient secular scrolls and manuscripts claiming people from the stars came down and interacted with our ancestors could very well could’ve been angels carrying messages, or demons on the prowl. Perhaps Enoch was “abducted” by an angel?

Nephilites were the offspring of “sons of God” and  mortal women. They were the heroes and famous warriors of the time. They were considered giants. Are these “sons of God” the angels, or fallen demons?

Angels or demons do not reproduce, so “sons of God” might not be referring to them. Another theory is that these “sons” were descendants of Seth who intermarried with Cain’s descendents. This may have weakened the good influence of the bloodline and created a wicked lineage.

Goliath was thought to be a Nephilite. Some scholars believe them to have been nine or ten feet tall.

After the flood, God told Noah that the rules were pretty much “an eye for an eye.” If someone kills another human, they must be killed by yet another human.

How does this not create a domino effect that eventually wipes out the human race - again? If one person kills someone, they will be killed by a third person, but then that third person is now a murderer and, by definition, must be killed by a fourth person who will then be a murderer and so on. Unless, God ordains the murder of a murderer and pardons the executioner? Confusing stuff.

Melchizedek, first mentioned priest/king in the Bible. Not Jewish, but worshiped God. Abraham (Abram) had conquered the evil kings - saving Lot in the process - and returned with Melchizedek’s servants and possessions to give to him. He also offered a 10th of all the other goods he recovered. The king refused and asked only for his people to be returned, offering Abraham all the possessions, but Abraham did not take them, thinking the king could then say he was the one who made Abraham rich, not God. King Melchizedek assured Abraham that he, too, knew that is was God who won the war against the evil kings. Some scholars believe that King Melchizedek, who was only seen in all of recorded history during this one encounter, was actually Jesus long before the days of the manger story and Jerusalem.

Beer-lahai-roi, “Well of the Living One who sees me.” Where an angel of the Lord found Hagar and convinced her to return to Abram and Sarai, and told her that she would have a son named Ishmael (“God hears”) and that she would have more descendents than she could count. The well was located between Kadesh and Bered.

El-Shaddai (“God Almighty”)

El-Olam (“Eternal God”)

Yahweh-Yireh (“the Lord will provide”)

Sarah died at the age of 127 and was buried in the cave of Machpelah, near Mamre (Hebron.) Abraham bought it and the surrounding field from Ephron, son of Zohar, a Hittite, for 400 pieces of silver (shekels) as a permanent burial place for his people.

When Rebekah saw Isaac walking in the fields, she followed two ORIENTAL customs: she dismounted her camel to show respect, and placed a veil over her face as a bride.

If an Oriental custom made it all the way to the Middle East, where is the mention of Oriental people, travelers, etc in the Bible? They must have inter-mingled for a long period of time if their customs remained.

Before Abraham died, he sent the sons of his concubines, and possibly those of his second wife, Keturah, to the east, leaving Isaac as his sole heir.

Perhaps the sons sent to the east further developed the far Asian nations, although by Rebekah’s acknowledgment of Oriental culture, people were already there by this time. Who’s descendants were they?

Jacob’s name was changed to Israel which means “he struggles with God.”

Rebekah sent Esau into the tent to be blessed by a near-blind Isaac, thus attempting to fulfill God’s promise that Esau would be the family leader. She took matters into her own hands and did not wait for God’s plan to unfold.

How do we know that this wasn’t God’s plan unfolding? God knew she would do this. Her actions brought about the same result, yet she has been chastised for this action. How do we know when to act and when to sit and wait? Are we not tools of God, helping to bring about His will and the events He says are to come? How then is acting in the best intentions towards what we were already told would happen be bad?

It’s when we push up the timeline of God’s plan by way of selfish, or deceptive, practices that should be chastised. His plan will work out, with or without, our help. We should prepare for the things He promises, not force them to happen. By that preparation, we are showing our faith and actually helping set the stages for positive change.

Bethel (“House of God”)

Jacob, upon being left alone in his camp after sending many gifts towards Esau, and his family and possessions across the river the other direction, was met by an angel (the Bible literally says “God”) and wrestled with him. Because the angel could not best Jacob, he was renamed Israel, “One who wrestles with God,”  “He Struggles with God” or “God Fights.”

Why did Esau bring an army of 400 men to meet Jacob if he never intended him any harm? Did he have a change of heart along the way? Last minute?

El-Elohe-Israel (“God, the God of Israel”)

Rachel died giving birth to Ben-oni (“son of my sorrow”), but Jacob renamed him Benjamin (“son of my right hand.”) Rachel was buried on the way to Ephrath/Bethlehem. The stone monument that Jacob placed there can still be seen today.

Joseph was sold to Ishmaelite traders into Egypt by his jealous older brothers.

Obviously, his brothers did him wrong, but that “wrong” saved Egypt from famine and brought the knowledge of God into a sinful country, quite possibly changing peoples lives forever. Is that not the definition of a “necessary evil?” Joseph had to go into Egypt. Does God not use people for the ultimate, long-term good when the immediate, short-term good looks more like evil? We are limited in our understanding of Him and his reasons. Clearly the brothers’ goal was not to do any sort of good and they had no idea their actions would result in a positive outcome, it was God who knew. However, had the brothers not done this, would the rest of the story’s bullet points ever had happened?

Judah, one of Joseph’s older brothers, met and married a Canaanite woman, daughter of Shua. She bore him three sons: Er, Onan and Shelah. Er was slated to marry a woman named Tamar, but was considered “a wicked man in the Lord’s sight” so the Lord “took his life.” Onan was then tapped to marry her and make her pregnant, so, according to custom, provide his deceased brother with an heir. However, Onan refused to give help to produce a child that would not be his own heir, so he had sex with the woman, but “spilled the semen on the ground.” The Lord thought it was evil that Onan would not give his brother an heir “so the Lord took Onan’s life, too.”

Joseph went from slave to prisoner to ruler of Egypt. Because of his faith and trust in God, the Pharoah named him Zaphenath-paneah (“God speaks and lives”) and made him second-in-command of all Egypt. This, of course, after Joseph, will God’s help, interpreted Pharaoh’s dreams about 7 good years and 7 bad years of crops. Joseph suggested that storehouse 1/5 of everything for the first 7 years so they would have enough for the last 7 years that will produce little to no food. People from all over Egypt came to Joseph during those famine years to purchase grains and food, because a famine had struck the known world.

Without God’s help, the nation of Egypt would have crumbled. Even if they don’t believe in God, wouldn’t the record books show a man of God, Joseph, is the one responsible for the famine avoidance situation? Surely, that fact alone would allow for thoughts of the one true God’s existence for those who still don’t believe. The Bible is a history book, full of facts. Egypt surviving because of a man and his faith in God is a FACT. God saved a nation of pagans. That’s love for His creation right there.

Joseph married Asenath wore bore him two sons: Manasseh and Ephraim.

Joseph’s brothers came to Egypt to buy grain, not knowing that he was the man in charge, nor recognizing him when they were dealing with him at first. His younger brother, Benjamin was not among them. He had a plan: accuse them of being spies and told them that in order to prove they were who they said they were, they had to present to him their younger brother. He allowed them to go home and fetch Benjamin, keeping one brother, Simeon, in jail as collateral. Upon hearing this news, Jacob, their father, was unnerved. He did not want his youngest son to be killed as he believe Joseph was and refused for some time to go along with the plan. Finally, the grain the brothers had returned home with was gone and they convinced their father to allow Benjamin to travel with them in order to buy more grain, for if they showed back up in Egypt without him, they feared they’d all die. When they arrived back before Joseph and he saw that Benjamin was still alive, he prepared a feast.

At the feast, Benjamin received five times as much food as his other brothers. Upon Joseph’s revealing of his true identity to his brothers, Pharoah invited all the brothers and their father, Jacob, to live in Egypt and have every need attended to. They were given new clothes, but Benjamin received five changes of clothes and 300 pieces of silver (shekels.)

Jacob and his entire family settled in Goshen in the northeastern part of Egypt.

On his deathbed, Jacob gave a blessing, or curse depending on who it was, and a prophecy to each of his sons. He cursed Reuben for sleeping with his concubine and defiling his “marriage couch.” He cursed Simeon and Levi who were cruel. But, he blessed Judah, most likely for his change of heart and willingness to give his life up for Benjamin, and told him that his descendants would be prosperous and “the scepter will not depart Judah nor the ruler’s staff from his descendants until the coming of the one to it belongs, the one whom all nations will honor.” (Also translated as “until Shiloh comes.”) “Shiloh” may refer to “Messiah” since it means “sent.” Messiah = Jesus.

Jesus was born unto Judah’s line of descendants.

Abraham (Abram) > Isaac > Jacob > Joseph

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As I finished Genesis, I thought, “Wow. And so it begins…and, oh wait, what about the dinosaurs? Where they on the Ark? What’s the deal?”

After a little research, I found an awesome article on that very topic. Seriously click this link and read about it >>> Answers in Genesis: Dinosaurs. <<<

(The Bible I am reading is the New Living Translation Life Application Study Bible by Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. This is the one I have referred to as the "SuperBible." My notes are my own, but I do borrow some of the intellect and wisdom from this version's scholars.)

Friday, August 26, 2011

witnessing for Jesus

God has certainly put things on my heart lately. That, or for the first time in my life am I finally listening to Him. Either way, as we push forward with A Couple Bucks & a Bible and the One Flock series, we have started up another way to get the Word out called Outcast. Now, this isn't a business, yet, but rather a Facebook page targeting everyone who needs some Jesus in their life. And since that would include everyone on the planet, therein lies our hope of who will stumble upon our 1 page among millions. However, Rome, that wicked place, wasn't built in one day so I'm going to illustrate some of that crazy "patience" stuff that God instilled in me not too long ago. Still getting the hang of it...

Of course, like any good Christian, I have prayed, and continue to pray daily for blessings on my family, my friends, my businesses. And like any good Christian knows, we aren't always good Christians - but we're quick to jump right back up after we trip. However, I'm gonna be more careful to watch the sidewalk in front of me so as to not trip so much anymore.

I also pray that my dear friends and family, those who either don't live a life for Jesus, or those who are what I like to call Splenda Christians - good, but not the real thing - begin to walk with Christ and invite him to come into their lives and repair the damage. We all have damage. Some of us have just figured out it's better to call in a professional rather than repeatedly fail to fix it ourselves.

God Bless.

Monday, August 22, 2011

first day of school 2011

Like most posts, I kinda have a point and destination in mind, but usually these things just start off however God wants them to...and they usually end up that way, too.

I just wanted to mention that today was the first time I ever dropped my kiddos off to school for the first day of school! And today was even more special because some of them were attending new schools, which meant milestones and new challenges ahead. I got to be there as they first faced these new obstacles and, I don't know, and without sounding too emotionally unglued, I was touched. It was amazing to see these kids about to learn a whole new level about themselves. I guess I liken it to watching a space shuttle launch. Who knows what they are going to discover this year? With God's help and some guidance from us, these new adventures will benefit them today and for a multitude of tomorrows.

To be honest, I am worried about the influence of others. Because I know negative influences wait around every corner. Evil is everywhere whether you want to admit it or not. But, that's part of the challenge of being human. As we get older, those challenges will get harder when combined with bills, relationships, life...

It's a test of our children, and of us, that we allow all of us to go through. Rite of passage, so speak. We can't hold their hands forever, nor can we expect our hands to be held all the time. I think sometimes we find security in our children. Something we have control over. But, as a parent, I know that's a two-way street. You're either super militant or in a suspended mode of fooling yourself if you think you have total control over your kids. They need to be allowed to make choices, because that helps them hone those "adult" skills for later on in life. And we need to give them that respect to make those choices, and then face the consequences. They will learn cause and effect, which is a priceless lesson to learn. Hopefully, they don't take a liking, or an indifference, to the negative ones. But, you pray for protection and wisdom for them everyday, right? So, no worries there. Right?

I think I am pulling from this past Sunday's sermon a bit. Maybe more than a bit. But, that's okay. Our pastor is wise. God works through him, too, so he knows what he's talking about. And you may not go to my church, so you're none the wiser anyway. Well,  I guess you are now...

That's pretty much all there is for now.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

hi, friends

I've begun reading the Bible. And this Bible is like a SUPERBIBLE. It's got interpretations and translations of some key Hebrew phrases - man, this thing has got it all. Hands down, best present anyone ever gave me, save Christ dying on the cross for me and when God presented me with April - whoa, my wife just got outed on my blog!!! Yes, "A" is April. No shocker there since about 99.9% of the people reading this actually know who we are. However, we just found out we're having a boy - our 8th child - so that is kinda a nice big present as well. I guess, despite any money problems, health scares or worldly frustrations thrown our way, April and I have been blessed. I pray that God continues to bless us and our family...sevenfold!

Anyhoo, the Bible. I've skimmed through pages of one before. Even read the entire "Action Bible" front to back. If you remember, that Bible is a comic book version, with the "meat" of the Gospel accompanied by really cool drawings. I wholeheartedly recommend it to anyone who's transferring into Christianity from some other worldly, decaying place. This particular Action Bible will give you more than enough to hold a normal conversation about God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit - the Divine Trinity. Plus, it acts as an amazing aide into the love and compassion that Jesus Christ had, has and will have for all of those who believe in Him and act in His name for the good of all mankind.

From that Bible, I began to read the NIV New Testament Bible that I hand out for A Couple Bucks & a Bible. By the way, funds are low and we did receive our tax deductible 501(c)(3) status, so if you're feeling overtly Christian today, we need the funds.

I was able to read the New Testament while waiting for April at commercial shoots or here and there, but I never gave God the time he deserved. He gives me all this time I have, and I only - barely - gave Him Sunday mornings. Not a very balanced relationship.

So now, every morning I come downstairs to the office and read the Bible, starting with Genesis. This is the SUPERBIBLE I am talking about. And even though it has extensive notes, I am taking my own, of which I will, at some point, transfer to this blog.

My notes have wonders, amazement, historical details, and yes, even a few doubts. Not "it never happened" doubts, but more like "how could that happen?" Doubts are healthy because they then require further inquiry into God's Word, thus revealing more beauty and understanding. Doubts are normal.

God gave us a brain that doesn't stop. It continually looks for angles, reasons, understanding. And even though our brains are trying their hardest, God doesn't have to be inside the realm of what we consider logical or reasonable. God is outside of time, space, here, now, yesterday, today and tomorrow. We are limited by these things, God isn't.

I remarked to April the other day about people trying to "crack" the Bible. Figure out its meaning and all its secrets. I think that's impossible. If mankind was able to do that, then mankind, tied so firmly to the wickedness of the world, would try and somehow expose that meaning. Plus, if everything we are supposed to ascertain from the Bible was known, what use would the Bible be afterwards? A simple history book?

Nope. The Bible has endless life lessons for us because we are constantly messing up. The Bible is like no other book. To even call it a book is iffy. It is so much more. And the power is not contained in the thin paper and printed ink, but rather in the WORDS on the pages, and those Words are powerful. They tell you - personally! - what you need to hear at that certain time that you finally realized that the only One who can help you is Jesus Christ.

One last thing. I just read this and I can't get it out of my head, but I don't want to so that's okay. First off, a disclaimer. People tend to associate Jesus Christ with the New Testament only. He is often bypassed for names like Noah, Abraham, Adam, Eve and David in the Old Testament. Although Genesis has He, God and the Holy Spirit at the beginning of the earth with the mention of "Let us make human beings in our own image, to be like us." (Genesis 1:26) Jesus was there. He is part of the Holy Trinity. We, as humans, look like Jesus. But, that's not the part I just read, I knew that. This was just the disclaimer.

Melchizedek was the first priest/king mentioned in the Bible. Abraham (at the time still known as Abram)had just conquered the evil kings of the valley and was returning possessions to this priest/king. I won't get into all the details, but this priest/king was only recorded once in all of written history. Abram, nor anyone else, seemed to know him. He was a mystery. He wasn't known to be a godly man, yet credited God for all of Abram's victories, which was a shock to those who heard it. This man was only seen by the people one time. Scholars believe that this was Jesus Christ, long before Mary, long before the miracles, long before the cross. Read about it.(Genesis 14:17-24)

Jesus is all throughout the Old Testament. The rituals, the rules, the prophecies all point towards the Messiah. On top of that, He may have actually been there in the flesh as well.